When i am feeling down, i feel only this space is the only place i can rant and express my feelings, instead of flooding twitter with my emotional tweets. Tried to hold back my tears, but i am still such a crybaby. 2013 really not a good year for me...
Certain things make me feel I am having the darkest period of my life now. I am having a mental breakdown. Feel so depressed. Everything's adding to my pressure at one time.
1) stress- due to exams. So many things to study, yet nothing goes into my head.
2) I don't feel I am important ( this happens occasionally when you are not with me, and when i am down. But I know you actually care.) that's why I will talk to you when i am feeling better. Afraid I will vent on you by being unreasonable.
3) I am unable to walk.
4) having a urinary infection at this period definitely makes my life more than hell. I have all the symptoms below. This is the main cause of my emotional state. Body ache, fever, abdomen pain, back ache. Blood in urine really freaks me out. Really uncomfortable.
Symptoms of urinary infection
-The urge to urinate frequently, which may recur immediately after the bladder is emptied.
-A painful burning sensation when urinating. (If this is the only symptom, then the infection is most likely urethritis, an infection limited to the urethra.)
-Discomfort or pressure in the lower abdomen.
-The abdomen can feel bloated.
-Pain in the pelvic area or back.
-The urine often has a strong smell, looks cloudy, or contains blood. This is a sign of pyuria, or a high white blood cell count in the urine, and is a very reliable indicator of urinary tract infections.
- Occasionally, fever develops.
I should just go to bed, and visit the doctor tomorrow. Hope tomorrow things better.
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