modelling

Does wanting to be a model sound unrealistic and stupid? The thought just came across my mind. If i want to be a model, do i have what it takes to be one? YES or NO? Handful of people tells me i have the potential to be one, but... do i really have what it takes? This is actually part of my wish of a life time. I enjoy taking photos a lot. Well, maybe i should have some self-condfidence about myself. No, I just can't. All models are at least 160 cm. The dream just seems so unrealistic and far away.I don't dare to say it out loud outside, cause i know i will sound stupid, unrealistic and dreaming. No, i won't go for it.

With this look, can?





Or.... maybe. Just MAYBE. I can give it a try and go for it? Be a photoshoot model, maybe? I don't feel like regreting it when i am old. Like " Aww, why didn't i give it a try? and i regret not trying when i am still young? Now i old hag already la! ". Sounds so scary. If i give it a go, i don't know if i will succeed. At least i know i have tried and won't regret it. Don't know if my family, boyfriend and friends will support me if i want to try modelling. Friends, mum and boyfriend always saying "you are so blur, you may easily get cheated outside ya know?" Yes, i know i am blur >.< Of course, i hope i get support. Definately i not confirm going for modelling. I am just saying what if.